LiFe

Banyak yang berlaku dalam hidup. Kadang-kadang aku rasa idup ni singkat sangat. Kejap dah nak masuk tahun baru, aku selalu terpikir sempat ke aku tengok esok? Sempat ke sampai minggu depan? What if tonight is my last night?! horror betul...

Teringat aku couple of weeks before masa drive from kg to kl sisA and I involved in minor accident. Keadaan baru lepas ujan jalan licin. Masa tu sempat tengok meter aku rasa takde ar laju mane 80mph. Aku hit breaks sikit jer just to slow down takut sisA bising, tak tau kenapa tiba-tiba kereta boleh spin 180 degree kat highway tu. Nasib baik ada penghadang jalan and kereta bergesel then tayar stuck kat longkak kecik. Bawah tu gaung. Nasib lagi baik takda kereta follow kat belakang kalo tak sure massive jugak. Accident happened tengah-tengah jalan and the car mengadap
incoming vehicles, aku gigih try start engine beberapa kali and buat u-turn kat situ, beberapa kereta lalu mase kejadian they slow down and of course tak berhenti tolong. What do you you expect? they are Malaysians I don't put my expectation high :)

Apa yang aku ingat sangat ketika kejadian ialah mase kereta tengah spin, that split second sisA dengan aku both look at each other the look lebih kurang macam "this is it... i love you so much sis" takde harapan. Allah bagi kiteorang chance to see glimpse of nearly death moment. Sekarang bila aku baca paper pasal car accident aku boleh bayangkan how they react just before the impact. Nauzubillah.

Masih ada yang jujur

For this 2nd entry (alhamdulillah) aku nak tulis pasal kejujuran (honesty). From my personal experiences boleh kira berapa orang yang betul-betul jujur dalam life and of course even orang yang kita kenal pun belum tentu jujur pada kita ini kan pulak strangers. On 25/07/08 (Fri) sepatutnya balik hometown but I was stuck with my never ending jobs until 12am. Then I decided balik rumah my SisA but perut lapar sangat.. belum makan apa pun from 9am so mase on my way I sms my SisW is she want to join me to MacD.. of course she said "yes" ;p once reached at my SisA house (they live together) I fetch SisW and we went for MacD take away.

Lepas makan dengan seronok sambil nengok astro dan cerita kat diaorg how my day was then it's time for bed. Nak set alarm carik handphone dalam hand bag takde. Then use SisW phone to call mine but can't be reached... jeng.. jeng.. jeng mula panic sebab phone tu memang takkan off. At this point I knew something bad happened.

Cari dalam/luar/tepi/bawah kereta semua takde. Then pegi balik MacD in case tercicir of course harapan tipis sebab dah almost 2hours since the last time we were there. call/friend finder tak payah cakap entah berapa kali.

Panic sangat sebab phone itu is a gift from SisW... Maybe kalau beli sendiri aku sedih but because it's a gift I felt regret sebab careless. Memang macam orang gila dengan baju tidur aku pusing2 kat parking space. Dari awal lagi dah tau memang hopeless but aku takkan give up until I'm satisfied.

Suddenly SisW received a phone call from my number! Orang tu tanya ada hilang handphone ker then dia akan pulangkan tempat yang senang untuk kitaorang jumpa dia. Tengok jam masa tu dah 3am. Kitaorang jumpa tak jauh dari MacD dia pulangkan my handphone then aku bagi dia duit minyak walaupun dia tak nak (by the way tak banyak pun aku bagi.. hehehe sebab memang tengah takde duit masa tu..nak cucuk pun ATM dah out of service)

Macam mimpi jer hilang handphone tapi boleh jumpa balik especially kat KL ;) Maybe betul cakap SisW “what goes around comes around” (bersambung next entry.. sekarang ni aku ngantuk sangat)